Tuesday, August 19, 2008


dear ayesha,
i know by now that your sinus has been taken care of and you are at a slightly numb if not better disposition of mind.
i transferred it over to me..hehe..like i did the other day.
my head hurts terribly and i have a little temperature but don't worry for i am taking medicines. also,my mental stability is gone for a toss. i cry and smile alternately. isn't that amazing?
dearest ayesha,
i still haven't heard from you and i hope that someday if not today, you see the blog and read all of this before i drift off indefinitely to some place i don't know.
my lovely ayesha,
i was looking at your pictures today and smiling to myself.i love you immensely..always have and always will till i can,until i can't..
love you
wretched peace


blood on the ground.. said...

dearest elric..
my heart shrinks when i read this. i am glad you are over it, but i am not glad as to where you have reached.
hope to see you on the other side..soon..if not now..maybe later.

Anonymous said...


Anonymous said...

White houses

blood on the ground.. said...

what's bad with blue/green/grey houses?

fear innoculum

why? 'There is an awful warmth about my heart like a load of immortality..'